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HELLO THERE!~ Sorry people, i noe its been DAMN long since i last wrote anything here... hehe.. forgive me pls.. Hehe.. wow.. its been months! Yeah.. Actually hor, i wrote a damn long entry last week.. but then hor, when i clicked on publish post, then my internet connection suddenly lost! Then everything was lost lor... damn sianz u noe.. and i was going out already.. so never bothered to rewrite it lor.. dun have the actual feeling and mood already ma... yah.. but today okie la, TRY to write to the best of my ability..

These 2 months, many things have happened.. commandos dying out of nowhere, me going to thailand and back, my R n R in bangkok, NKF outrage, chalets, my secondary sch classmate already becoming a mother of 2 (yes u heard that right), and something else.. hehe.. dun worry, u'll noe.

Well well.. recently u've heard of SAF soldiers dying in accidents.. yeah.. hit us pretty hard too.. first was a trainee regular who was doing maritime warfare training at Changi Base.. drowned all of a sudden.. (but this din get much publicity from the press, luckily) and most recently, the 2 soldiers who've died from heli-rappelling incident..
The 2nd incident hit me hard.. really.. why? Becoz exactly one week before the accident took place.. I was doing the EXACT same thing - same training, night heli-rappelling, and same place too.. luckily nothing happened to us.. ours went pretty smooth.. yeah.. Thank god for that.. but this hit my bunk mate very hard.. it's a personal friend of his and they've always hang out together.. yeah.. that night i saw him panick.. not a very nice sight in camp..

I wont talk about my thailand training.. hehe.. its classified, but all i noe is we all enjoyed the training VERY MUCH! WoO~! and also, the R n R in bangkok is FANTASTIC! wAhaha.. did quite a lot of shopping.. made alot of calls and SMSes to PINK and in the end got a HUUUUGGGGGEEEEE Bill of over $600.. haha.. madness.. but i'm willing to.. lala.. but till now i haven finish paying.. lol.. joke.. M1's been chasing me on it.. and have been very kind.. and patient!so not bad~ Thank you M1!

Okie.. my sec sch friend! Haha.. Told to me by another friend of mine and when i heard it, i was pretty stunned! Lol.. came very much as a shocker to me.. but I'm very happy for her.. Den it led me to think about marriages.. and that I'm not young already.. Firstly, this sec sch friend of mine.. married last year.. having 1 baby now, and another one coming soon, she's 21.. another friend from JI, married when i was in year 2.. thats when i was 18.. she's 22 this year.. both having wonderful, caring and loving husbands.. wooo so envious.. oh yah.. my camp mate.. married last year.. happily enjoying his married status, he's 20 this year.. wife same age.. studying in first year NUS now if i'm not wrong.. and he's going to uni after NS too.. wOo! Damn bloody envious man.. haha oh well.. if only i have this life.. *hinT HinT* haha.. Oh yah.. my sec sch friend w asn't prepared for it! and yet she went on for another one.. wow.. show's how much love that went with it.. so proud of them.. fortunately, both are working already.. and i'm sure they will work even harder.. You have my blessings! And do invite me to your upcoming baby's first month OK?!

WOot.. oh yah.. not many people believe in early relationships.. (including marriages)
well.. i used to be skeptical too.. in my younger days.. but that, since, has changed alot.. Now, i believe in it, and i noe it can work, having seen live examples of my own friends around me.. haha.. sometimes, believe in something, it'll work for you.. some call it devotion, some call it infatuation.. what is it to you? Smile.. Go for it. And never say you've tried until u've really tried all possible options! WHee!!

Haha.. oh yah.. thats all for today i suppose.. will keep updating! And.. what happen to all the TAGGERS?!!!! hAr?




PiNk PS:
*hAppy anniversAy!! Hope you like the flowers.. hEHe.. remember to get a vase! mUAckz*

Wah Liaoz!

EllO people.. been dunno how many days since i last blogged.. haha.. weeks ah. Hmmm.. nothing much to report also lehz.. oh.. going overseas again. Haha.. yeah u heard it right.. again! This time going to neighbouring Thailand wor.. and shorter period also.. 12 days from May 18 to 30 i think.. So sianz..

Best Combat Unit!
Think we've done it again! Haha.. commandos winning best combat unit competition for work year 04/05. And my company being the SAF's best operational company! Lol.. so proud.. and that also means we get to march in this year's National Day Parade!! So shiok.. BUT!! I'm not marching....... Haiz.. know why? Coz i din make the cut in terms of height... just only lor.. wat the hell! So.. LL become reserve lor.. argh.. so sianz. Very sianz lehz.. when u see the others in the parade square practicing their drills for NDP, i was up in my bunk, looking out of the window, watching them as they practice the drills, one by one.. and I can only stand at the window.. looking. Wa liaoz.. i complain to my superiors and officers lor.. but they cant do anything la.. unless those people unable to make it on the NDP days.. den maybe i get the chance to march lor.. hAiz.. sianz. Nonetheless, i have requested to be an NDP coordinator which still gives me the chance to wear my No.1 uniform.. Haha.. but dunno la.. see how things go lor..

30 hour guard duty!
Cannot stand it.. i started my duty early in the morning at 2am lor.. and only ended the next day at 8 plus in the morning.. kaoz.. so tiring man.. somemore i guard commander so means i not supposed to slp wor.. but cannot make it la.. at 2 - 3am the next day hor.. i almost dead already.. my guard 2ic already cannot tahan already lor, even though he started his duty at 6am.. 4 hours after mine.. well.. i let him slp lor.. but den i have to stay awake la.. coz if not, den no one to take charge le.. so 4am i woke him up la.. luckily got ppl accompany me indirectly wor.. smsing me while i was on duty.. keeping me alive.. haha.. if not, i think i also died long ago.. den time seems to pass ever so slowly lor! I look at the wall clock.. and after wat seemed like hours, i look at it again.. den i was damn shocked lor.. only 5 mins have passed!! Then i told myself.. die liaoz.. cannot make it.. this go on very long very long.. until finally.. i saw daylight coming thru the windows into the room.. SHUANG! You'll never understand the feeling till u are there man.. Lol.. den all seemed to go faster le.. the next batch of guards took over and the next guard commander came.. to my relief.. lol.. finish up my alot of admin, close all the books, handover all the stuff and brief the next commander.. den suddenly 8am liaoz.. haha.. my guards all fall out le.. me and guard 2ic stayed to settle the admin.. den finally at 8.30am.. its over! went back to bunk.. bathe, pack and left for home sweet home.. and i slept like some dead man on the taxi on my way back home.. wahaha..

Almost died in my slp i suppose.. lol~

Fairytale

Haha.. song lovers definitely start thinking of a song titled "Tong Hua" by Guang Liang. In this song's lyrics, it talked about.. a fairytale.. haha.. okie punch me.
Well, buy his album or see the lyrics at www.boxup.com/gb/music/singeralbum/1/singeralbum655_1.htm

A fairytale doesn't always refer to relationships, lovey dovey stuff or stuff like that. It can be anything.. juz like a dream. It can range anything from relationships to careers and so on. Fairytales may sound childish, but most, if not all, of people, are living thru their own fairytale story, consciously or unconsciously. I am.

Fairytales need to be believed in, so that it can be real.
Fairytales need to be pursued, so that it can come true.
Few get there.. coz they dun realise that the fairytale they live in, had been in fact, created by themselves. We created our own fairytales and its up to us to believe it, and pursue it. Believing in one is just like believing in yourself.. you write the script from beginning and you choose ur own ending.

There are no failure in fairytales, but just those who have chosen to tear the script apart, by giving up.
I tore mine once, a few years ago.. but i decided to write it again.. this time was harder than i thought..
Nonetheless, this fairytale is written by me. I wanna live thru the whole thing, right to the ending and beyond.





PS.

A fairytale is just a fairytale. Until its real.. its just.. another fairytale.

Write it, live it, realise it and relive it!

yOoOhOoo~~

wAHaha... Guys ANd bAbes! I am back from my 2nd home! haha.. but its already been quite a number of days hehe.. sry for not updating.. LOl.. but here i am! Forgive me ah...

Well well... Taiwan as usual, cold weather coz its the post winter season.. yeah but not exactly cold everyday.. coz there are some days which are extremely hot! Why? not that temperatures are soaring like 35 degs or so, but at 27 deg and ZERO humidity... haha.. thats pretty much worse than Singapore's weather... lOlz..

Okie.. ATEC has came and went... out company has gotten overall Recon 1! Its like Grade A... YEah so not baD... but the battalion as a whole did ok... not pretty sure wat the results are anywayz... oH ya.. last friday went Sentosa Sunset Bay play beach vball with my platoon mates! Really fun man... and i got A little bitsy tanner.. haha.. redder at first.. hehe.. well well... i having off till tues! which is tmr.. lol sianz.. but okie la.. looking on the bright side... has been quite a week! Witha quite a number of exciting events happening.. haha BUT i shan't go into details.. Its personal. hEhe..

Great.. in May, might be sent to Thailand to train... haha.. dunno whether i will get to go.. coz may have an Airborne Jump (parachute jump) there and can get their wing!! hHe...

Oh yah! Forget to say... I also did an airborne jump in Taiwan! Quite fun wor... coz the jump zone is actually a civilian area! So when we jumped, we could see cars below us, nearby villagers coming out and watching us jump out from the planes and land as spectators.. so damn cool! And ya, the ground was soft~ so landing was perfect! hEhe... Din manage to get their Metal airborne badge though.. coz sold out.. but i did manage to get the cloth one... consolation la... at least..

Oh yah.. watched The Pacifier (Movie starring vin Diesel) in taiwan which should open in Singapore soon... not a bad show... definitely suitable to those looking for a comedy with some military aspects in the movie itself? HAha..i rate it 3-half stars outta 5! Not exactly a SUPER good movie.. but definitely better tha most average movies~ so if u have the time, make time for it~!

Waahaha... sianz.. lol.. but happy.. did something quite crazy... but happy.. the memories will stay, now n forever..

Pen off now people.. seeya again soon! Dun forget to Tag!!

Away... to my 2nd home..

Haha.. going to Taiwan in a few days' time.. yet again.. lol.. for the THIRD time.. well, this is gonna be a whole month there.. and its gonna be shag.. definitely. I'm gonna miss singapore.. more than ever.. Supposed to be excited about travelling... but the thought of the tiredness, the pain, and watever we have to go thru.. puts me off... Dun wanna think about it.. its like gonna be a nightmare which will last for more than 3 weeks..
With not much achance to access my mobile phone and the computer.. life's gonna suck there.

I'm having my leave now till saturday night when i depart frrom singapore after midnight.. but I'm not enjoying myself.. things happened and led me to think about certain things.
Haha.. believe me when i say i have no faith in women. People always say they have no faith in men.. but somehow, dunno whether its just me luck, my fate or heaven playing trricks on me, I experienced the direct opposite.. I'm starrting to get a little disappointed with singaporean gurls, or women? Thanks to my ex-es.. yeah.. i shan't elaborate.. and there are those who stoop so low for a certain motive.. what is the world coming to.. haha.. F***ed up..

Enough of these stuff.. lets say something better.. hehe.. well, I succeeded in my quest of not reading other ppl's blog! Haha.. so far haven seen any.. and wont want to see anymore.. coz sure got stuff that i dun want to see one.. lol..
IPPT Gold!! Yeah.. took my IPPT test (3rd attempt) on tuesday.. the 5 stations were a breeze.. only my 2.4km run having problems meeting commando standards.. lol.. my first attempt of 9m 28secs and 2nd attempt of 9m 45secs weren't good enuff for me to take the Gold award.. and so glad i was given a third attempt.. and also a final attempt at it.. i dunno the official time yet.. but i'm sure i make quite an improvement.. hehe.. and so Gold i got.. meeting the requirements of <9m 15secs to qualify for the IPPT Commando gold.. Bleahz~ and the reward? Cool S$200 added to my salary for a month~ wOohoOo~! not forgetting an extra badge to put on my uniform!! Haha.. but sadly ah.. this happy moments hor.. only myself to know.. dun have another half to be able to share this joy with me.. budden.. well.. xi guan le la.. (Got used to it) so doesn't matter.. so believe me when i say there's gonna be NO ONE sending me off at the airport again this time.. lol..

Haiz.. well.. just too bad la.. thats my life.. Life in Mono.

Oh ya.... I will leave for another training not long after i come backa frfom Taiwan... haiz.. sianz.. looks like its gonna be 2 mths away from Singapore.. So sianz.. So people.. free must ask poor keongy out.. or he'll be bored to death... okie...?

Miss you all very much..

Its been a long time..

Haha.. hello to everyone who STILL reads my blog! Thank you so very much~ well.. if you dun tell me, i actually WONT noe that you ARE still reading my blogs.. coz i think no one will be insane enuff to read my nonsense.. haha~ Nevertheless, here i am again..

Can't remember exactly when i last blogged... like pretty long ago i guess.. well, nothing much really happened.. but alot of things happened.. err... contradiction.. nvm, i mean, not many events, but during each event, quite alot of stuff~ hehe.. BUT i'm not gonna go into details.. you name it, u got it, happy, sad, bitter, sweet.. lol..

FOrgot something din't I? Happy belated Chinese New Year and Valentine's to all! Abit late.. but better than never.. haha.. received quite a number of ang baos this year, but not as many as previous years, cause haven been visiting! (Comeon, i'm always in camp?!) HOWEVER, i actually received more $ in total compared to previous years! Haha.. all this are going into my savings account.. hehe.. *Untouchable account, to be used for other purposes in the future...* hehe.. big plansa for a small guy? Haha.. not really.. I'm already 21 this year.. gotta start somehow...?

Valentine's! Feb 14 remains a very dreaded day for the 20th year running? Lol.. but okie la this year, got to book out in the evening and went to ahave dinner with 2 of my friends in Orchard.. not bad~~ dinner was pretty good! Cafe cartel.. haha.. but i'm no rich kid.. only eat there occasionally..

Hmmm.. CNY passed, Valentine's also passed... well.. its a sign that i'm leaving for taiwan again pretty soon! Argh... another dreaded event... cause this time, it's gonna hurt. ATEC evaluation.. which the results will determine whether my unit will get the Best Combat Unit (BCU) and therefore, get to wear the smart No.1 uniform on National Day Parade in August.. Hopefully we can do well..

Haha.. went East Coast Park today.. rollerblade.. woah, so damn long never skate le lor.. not as good as before le.. but not saying i was good last time la, juz a comparison. Skated the whole afternoon.. woo... quite shiok.. but there not many people this weekend.. maybe coz of the darka clouds looming over ECP or that everyone has flocked to Sunset Bay? Maybe.. Going back to camp soon... so sianz! Lol.. gonna be quite a shag week for me this coming week.. it's gonna be a looooooong week... well well... hope everything goes well... will suffer though.. haha..

Well, wish me luck okie? Thanks to all who are still reading my blog! If u are too, do let me know ya? Tag a little something on the taggy board on the right~ ---->>

Take care everyone.. Miss ya'll

Happily Saddening.

Lol.. ironic title.. but its something like wat i'm feeling.. haha.. undescribable..

Sianz la.. keep this short.. but not sweet.

Think hor, i'm gonna stop reading ppl's blog and juz concentrate on my own, continue to pour my sorrows though not completely.. wat to do? Read ppl's blog hor, will only make me so envious, and yet somewat create this hole inside me.. so empty.. waiting for never.
HAte it la.. okie. NO more.. now, juz me, myself and keongy's blog.

HahaAHhahaAaAhAHAHa...


Its never always about myself...